Lucky Thirteen?

well, its official. i have thirteen days left of living in the house i have called my home for the past eighteen years of my life. soon i will be embarking on one of the greatest journeys of my life. the question i have is, am i ready? i don't know if i am. in some ways i feel adept to take over the world, conquer it and call it my own, but in others i don't even feel like i am old enough to have graduated much less be moving out of the house. sure its a temporary thing, its not like i'm living there for the next four years. but still, its huge. i guess the reason why its such a big deal is not the time away in itself, but what will change in my life while i'm gone. its not necessarily all of the changes that will happen here (like my parents finally getting hardwood floors, becca's first homecoming, isaac's third birthday) but what God does in my life. what happens in the next six months will ultimately change who i am, but my mission and determine my future. is my husband there? will God reveal his master plan for my life there? who will become my best friends there? what is my true purpose for him calling me to go there? what things will i heal from while over there? what perspective will i gain? what knowledge awaits me? there's so many questions i have, and only time will answer them. my hope in starting this blog is to first and foremost document my life in a way so that others may read and check up on me, and so that i wont feel bad if i don't have time to respond lengthily to everyone's emails, but also so that i can express myself and my journey; which begins now.