Well, i've been home for a couple weeks now...
it's so weird. i miss people from england so much, it seems like a dream. how does one go about picking up the pieces of an old life, which had been left in shambles, and piece them back together? especially after such an extended stay away from home, creating a new home in a new country.
i cannot thank God enough for the friends i've made, the lessons i've learned.
though i've had to undergo really hard situations i know that God's helped shape me stronger for it. i've made mistakes, i've conquered fears, laughed, cried, smiled and faked it.
i feel kind of lost right now if i'm honest with myself. i'm not in school, i'm not working...i'm just kind of floating. what a sad existence. i never thought this would happen to me. i know i just need to trust God, but i feel like i'm having a mid life crisis. i wish i had a strong foundation in my church, but how can i lean on them if its full of people who don't fucking accept other people and love them.
why can't everyone just LOVE each other?
we all have pasts, and reasons why we act the way we do.
so why can't people stop judging and get off of their high horse and love those who they don't normally love? is it really that hard?
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