well.. basically i had to turn in someone i thought was my best friend into the police for stalking and abuse. how did this happen again?
and my other best guy friend is completely absent in my life. sure its been three days, but its not that hard to text me. i understand things are weird, but seriously.. maybe seeing each other right after he broke up with his gf was weird.. i just feel so abandoned right now. so unworthy of a warrior that i'm told will come. but the truth is, i'm tired of waiting. i'm tired of not being good enough for the good looking christian guys. why can't i find someone? why can't someone find me? i'm tired of guys trying to get in my pants or screwing me over.
i hate this.
i hate feeling abandoned. its one of my biggest fears.
and now its happening with someone who PROMISED he wouldn't do that to me.
i now know i can't trust men.
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