well, i had work today. it was pretty boring, not gonna lie. lately i've been kinda down about things, not going to church is bad.. but i've been reading my Bible and listening to worship music. life sucks without worship is what i've learned.
i started reading a new book called "a million little pieces" which is about a drug addict/alcoholic in rehab and what he went through. its so sad, and reminds me of so many different things in my life/other people's lives. i can't imagine going through that, or the road to get there. it's a dark road, and my heart goes out to those people. i wish i could just fucking help people get through that, but each time i fail. i'm such a failure that way, all i want to do is help. but the thing i gotta keep remembering is that they have to want to change, i can't change them for them.
ernie had his surgery on his liver yesterday. hopefully they got all the cancer out.. :/
hmmm... well, i'm pretty excited for university to start. i'm still not sure how i'm going to pay for it.. but i know its where God wants me to be. there's a BBQ/tailgate party next week for all freshmen. randy and i are going to it, i'm excited it should be a lot of fun, and i'll get to meet new people from school :) i'm so glad i have someone to go with, i'd be scared to go by myself.. :/
i got to talk to dannnnnnnny today :D
it was so good to hear his voice, and to talk to him. he's going to be in a freaking MOVIE! i can't believe it, he's really living his dream :)
i wish i could do that, live my dream. but now i don't even know what my dream is anymore..
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