well, i haven't written in a while, cuz my blog had become a way to get my anger out at a specific person, and since i haven't really given much thought to him i haven't really written.
but now i'm not going to think about that, since he's been lying to vanessa anyways. like i care. whatever.
anyways, life's been rocky. since hearing about the cancer news i've had a hard time staying together.. i worry, i cry, i hold it in, i deny, i worry some more. its kinda a bad cycle really. and his family doesn't know, as far as i am aware, yet-so i can't really talk about it. that family is my family as far as i'm concerned. well, the kids are anyways.
i'm not sure how to deal with the whole cancer thing.
i don't think that anyone knows how.
all we can do is hope.
hope and pray for a miracle, God's guidance.
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