Healing:

so i woke up this morning and looked at my arm.. you can hardly see my old scars now, even the burns. it's so weird looking at a clean arm.. you have noo idea. i look back on the picture i took of my arm when i relapsed really bad last time and can't believe it, can't believe how bad it was. the scars on my leg are still faintly there, but they're getting better. i just can't believe how clean my arms are for the first time in five years.. i feel good, but i also feel so weird.. so so weird. its like part of me is gone, the reminder of what i've gone through is gone.. i don't know if i like it or not. regardless, if i keep this up i can get my tattoo. hmm, maybe it's the light. i'll go look in better light :P