tessa called me today and left me a message. its kind of awkward. i'm really not sure what's going on. i have a feeling that she'll never understand my point of view, so i should just let it rest and realize that i love her enough not to hold it against her. does that even make sense? i keep on having bad dreams.. sad dreams.. i keep dreaming of england. of shopping at Tesco, of buying that one candy bar thats not for girls, of buying digestives.. cape people are always in and out of my dreams, i can't escape it. i see a sheep, i think of cape. i eat red peppers all the time, it reminds me of dinner. i can't escape it, i long to go back.
i miss people so much.
my heart is now all over the world.. it hurts.
i miss people so much.
my heart is now all over the world.. it hurts.
Tomorrow will mark the one year anniversary
to the day i left for england.
oh, how much has happened in a year..
it seems like a lifetime.
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