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i am so frustrated right now.
if will hadn't have messaged randy on facebook, NONE of this would have happened. i never did ANYTHING to him and now he hates me for no reason. it's not like i really care, but i wish he just didn't think bad of me. will had NO right sticking his nose into my business like that. he probably was jealous that alyssa was moving on to new people, and that's why he did it. gawh. he had no right threatening randy like that, it was uncalled for and unnecessary. i am SO mad right now, especially since i learned how terrified randy's been of him.. it makes me feel bad for him and i really dislike him. it worst part is will doesn't see what he's done wrong, and that makes me so frustrated and angry.

and then danilee wont freaking facebook me back/myspace me back and it hurts me so much. she'll message other people but not me. wtf is her problem, we used to be close. i'm really upset about that.

and i know he's going to read this, but i don't give a damn.
when you make drugs what you live for we can't be friends.
we can't be friends unless you're sober and done living for drugs. you can claim that you're clean but i don't believe you, because like you said you'd go back to it in a second without a slight hesitation. drugs have destroyed our friendship beyond repair and as far as i'm concerned right now not only was it drugs that destroyed it, but things that you said on april 1, 2009. if you remember that day at all. i won't forget it.